anticipatory emotion, relational emotion, secondary emotion but it consumes me
envy (someone has something you want) vs jealousy (you don’t want to lose what you have to someone else)
i feel like i have no control
is it culturally instilled in us? competitiveness in western culture breeds insecurity, low self esteem, feelings of inadequacy
Fuck Frued
I just wish girls wanted to be friends with me, but I do not want to be forgotten again
I know that jealousy requires a conscious sense of self and understanding of my relationship to others. But do I understand? What is my ego trying to tell me?
why is it that women in relationships direct their ire toward the rival, whereas men direct it toward their partner?